I feel bad for Pierce. I know this is equally hard on him; however, I wonder if he has a chance to grieve when all of his energy is spent saving me from myself. I often feel that our relationship is the only evidence that God hasn't given up on me. I am so blessed to have met and married this extraordinary man.
I don't want to say much more about this cycle because it's over, it hurts, and now we move on. Our consult is scheduled for March 30. I think that gives me just the right amount of time to pull myself back up without rushing into more emotional turmoil. I'm more scared than I have ever been. Thank you to everyone who has called, commented and given words of encouragement. I can't imagine where I would be without the amazing circle of support we have around us. Please keep us in your prayers.