Hurry up and WAIT

My nerves are getting the best of me, or maybe it's just nasty PMS.  Dr. B has had our donor profiles for a week now, and we still don't know anything.  You may already know this about me, but I am really into signs, what stuff means, numbers, etc., and this delay is really sending me to Did We Make the Wrong Decision Land.  I hate doubting.  I want to be so confident about this, and I am sure we will laugh about this time in Dr. B's office, as he explains why he put us off for so long.  I feel certain that that will be the outcome, but for now I'm pissed.  And about to start.  Not a good combo.